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Saturday, February 11th, 2006
February 11th, 2006	hiatus is over. im back. im sorry for being gone. myspace had temporarily taken over my life. i apologize for deserting my lj. it wont happen anymore. i went to the wrestling match tonight. it was stupid. i ate a couple twizzlers, too. (i'm one weak induvidual. fuuucK.) i went out after that. i behaved poorly. it was fun. ;) i'll comment tomorrow. goodnight, kids. Current Mood: drained Current Music: anything by Armor For Sleep (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
December 14th, 2005	quiZ. 1. Initials: S. R. S. 2. name someone with the same birthday as you: Jordan Powell, haha. 3. where was your last kiss?: In a silver seabring. =) 4. For or against same sex marriage?: For... people can do whatever they want. 5. are you homophobic?: Not at all. 6. are you bisexual?: not when im sober. haha. 7. do you believe in God?: Yes, but it's complicated. 8. how many US states have you been to? i cant think of 12. 9. how many of the US states have you lived in?: One. 10. have you ever lived outside the US?: No 11. name something you like physically about yourself: my new braceless teeth. 12. name something non-physical you like about yourself: the fact that i'm always enthusiastic about shit. haha. 13. what is the current rumor traveling around about someone?: That Charise has/had chlamydia or however you spell it. 14. what is your dream car?: a black Ferarri 15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?: Australia 16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone? of course! 17. how many concerts have you gone to? TwO. 18. do you download music? yes i do... and i do it legally! 19. how many illegal things have you done? waaay too many to count. 20. Where would you want to go on a date?: anywhere fun and different. 21. Would you date the person who posted this? ape and i already are together! haha 22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? yes... mr. james jack strausser. 23. ever been kissed under fireworks? no 24. Do you like president Bush? we're not going there. 25. have you ever bungee jumped? No 26. have you ever white-water rafted? No, but i would really like to. 27. have you ever crashed a car? no... but i can garuntee i will in the future. 28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? yEa 29. have you met a real redneck? absolutely. 31. what song are you listening to right now? nothing 32. what is your current favorite song? "All Hail the Heartbreaker" by The Spill Canvas 33. what was the last movie you watched? Slackers 34. who was the last person that told you they loved you? my Dad 35. where was the last place you went besides your house? Ape's cassa. 36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? no.. but i will sometime im sure. 37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? of course.. i heart punching boys. 39. whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their teeth/smile and the way they carry themselves.. i really like cocky/confident assholes. haha. 40. what really turns you on? someone who's extremely confident that has something to be confident about. haha. 41. what do you usually order from starbucks? mocha frappacino w/ whip creaM! 42. what is one of your sexual fantasies? eehh.. i dont really have any 44. say something totally random about yourself: I have a beat up, green blankey that i take everywhere w/ me and i've had it since i was born. 45. do you have an i-pod? not yet... getting one for christmas. =) 46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? eh.. david tells me i look like cameron diaz.. but thats david. so no. haha. 47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? sometimes. 48. do you have braces? not anymore!! 49. are you comfortable with your height? yes.. i like being short. 51. when do you know its love? when you dont have to be afraid to say the things you want to, and do the things u want to around them... just letting ur gaurd down. 52. do you speak any other languages besides English? i attempt Francais 53. what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out? anything i can get my hands on. haha. i do not discriminate. 54. what magazines do you read? Seventeen, Teen Vogue, and Glamour. 55. have you ever ridden in a limo? Yes 56. has anyone you were close with passed away? not really close, no. 58. whats something that really annoys you? fake ppl that don't have the balls to say things to ur face so they shit on you behind ur back. 59. whats something(s) you really like? Intelligence (i agree ape) and polite ppl. 60. do you like Michael Jackson? YEEEES! 61. can you dance? yes. =) 62. have you ever surfed? yes and it was the coolest thing ever. 63. do you know how to pump gas? kinda... i need to get better at it tho soon! haha 64. do you drive? yes 65. whats the latest you have ever stayed up? all night. 66. have you ever thought you were honestly going to die? yes.. when my mom rolled our explorer. 67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency? yes 68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? no... Current Mood: blank Current Music: none. =( (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
December 6th, 2005	constantly smiling. well the weekend started out good. friday didnt disapoint me at all. =) and hey, it's only saturday morning. ape, lex, andrea, and myself are going to the reynolds playoff game tonight. i really hope they do good! tonight should be a good one as well. any time spent w/ my insane and halarious friends is enjoyable. i need to go to my grandparents house to sell daffins and fruit now tho. hA. =/ peaCE. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: I'm Going Down- Mary J Blige (Comment on this)
Monday, October 31st, 2005
October 31st, 2005	I do what i can ... =) I have to be at dance in about 20 mins so this is going to be short. I just wanted to say i had no idea that a stupid bulletin that i found on myspace would mean so much to my lover, april. I'm excited it did tho! hehe. Peeeace. Current Mood: energetic Current Music: Can I have it like that? - Gwen and Pharell (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005
October 27th, 2005	Just so i dont forget this!! =) lastnight i was being a good friend and helping lexie with the "pity party" she was throwing for herself. i threw out some advice that'd i thought would make her smile. i said, "Come on now, Lex, Get your ass out of the toilet!" =) this metephor that i came up with cant go w/out explanation... it was inspired by my very own bestest, April Engstrom. she over the weekend found some way to sit her entire ass down INside of a toilet bowl. How? we dont know, but she found a way. she then shed her soaked pants and underwear & lost them. the next night we find out that some males had picked them up out of a driveway & are refusing to give them back. sad and humorous story indeed. so the next time anyone feels sad... just think... if ape can get her ass IN and then back OUT of a toilet... you can too! =) Peace out biAtches. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Anything Fall Out Boy... just for ape. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
October 26th, 2005	Let's Get Fucked Up & Die. . . it's been a couple day's since my last entry... i simply just havent felt like trying to rationalize my life lateley. It's nine thirty a.m. right now and no, i'm not at school because i feel like shit. my throats flipping killing me. i'm sure i'll go in later though. i have this really huge problem where i absolutley cannot miss school because i'll worry so much about getting behind. haha. even tho i never do!? but, whatever. i haven't spoke to my mom in about three days. i just think she's a narrow minded moron that i wish not to communicate with. the relationship with your mom i truely believe shapes alot of your character. i tend to come across to people really insensitive and blunt. even though deep down i'm insanely sensitive. but every person i know that has alot of rough times with their mom is the same way. as i get older, it get's worst. that scares me. i'm looking forward to friday night. i have a date with three beautiful girls. =) we're gonna watch the sisterhood of the travelling pants. (yeah, i know you're all jealous) time with them is always well spent.* they complete me. ;] ... and this is the song i've been compulsively playing like it's going out of style ... "Let's get fucked up and Die" by Andrea's faviE, Motion City Soundtrack. Let's get fucked up and die I'm speaking figuratively, of course Like the last time that I committed suicide Social suicide Yeah so I'm already dead, on the inside But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs I've learned to love the lie. I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah Let me in Let me in to the club Cause I wanna belong And I need to get strong And if memory serves I'm addicted to words and they're useless. Let's get fucked up and die I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode I'm about to explode I'm a mess, I'm a wreck. I am perfect and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings Cause I am so visceral yet deeply inept. I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds And all the things that don't get old Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know It's the only way I have learned to express myself Through other peoples' descriptions of life I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless. Let's get fucked up and die. For the last time I'm feeling We'll try not to smile As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights That’s no shock and surprise I believe that I can overcome this and be everything in the end But I choose to abuse for the time being Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die. Sister soldier you’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame If I could ever repay you I would but I'm hard up for cash And my memory lacks initiative. God damn the liquor store's closed We're so close to scoring It hurts, it destroys, 'til it kills I am tired and hungry and totally useless. peace ouT. Current Mood: sick Current Music: Le'ts Get Fucked Up and Die- Motion City Soundtrack (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
October 19th, 2005	Ohh JeeZ!! its five thirty and my mom just yelled at me to hurry up and get ready to go eat dinner at my gmas. she thinks a couple family members are going to be there for her bday. however, my sister mainly (w/ my help) threw her a huge party. i'm under the intstruction to not let her leave until 615 and to drive slow. haha. i have THE HARDEST JOB. i'm going to be bitched at the whole way to meadville for making us late. haha, i better get a nice apology later. i'm trying to work on "school stuff" as i type to kill some flipping time. hehe. pray for me, guys. haha. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Lil' Flip- RIP (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
October 18th, 2005	i'm sowwiE. so it's like ten o'clock and i just woke up! after dinner i fell asleep and i just now am waking up. i missed the person that i like to talk to the most, and now i feel bad. =( boo. this feeling sucks. i dont feel like writing anymore. my mom turns 50 tomorrow!! =) hehehe. kristie and i threw her a suprise birthday party. she's gonna diE! =) peeace. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Dirty Little Secret _ AAR (Comment on this)
Monday, October 17th, 2005
October 17th, 2005	todaaaaay.... well...i'm home early from dance! (probably the first and only time that'll ever be true) David, the hiphop teacher, is not allowed in his dorm on fall break... sooo, we didnt have class. i like being home early though... it seems so much less stressful. I think i did something seriously wrong to my hip/groin tonight though in jazz. like i cant climb stairs in an orderly manner. that's never good. haha. freakin' chelsea... our jazz "teacher" (aka headliners dancer) had me do a switch open leap and... well... theeeere went all contact w/ that area. haha. pray for me, guys. =) I did however, get to see and spend time with someone who in this point and time in my life makes me veeery happy. It also doesent hurt that this person is male, attractive, fun, and available?! =) Yeeeah, i'll keep ya'll posted on that one. ;] Roxann and i drove through mcCdonalds after dance. we witnessed kelly and andrea throw ice on eachother... quite humorous. on the way out of the drive through, i was showing roxann just HOW BIG my super size fries were, and as she looked over at them, we jumped the flippin' curb and then landed in the middle of the intersection. HAHA! this probably was more humorous than the ice war... i heart roxann, and her horrible driving skills for brightening my evening. weLp... mondays over... only four more agonizing and horrific days left of cphs until the freakin' weekend. AHHH, CANT WAIT. ;) peeeAce. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: "Run Around"- The Blues Travelers (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
October 16th, 2005	sundays bloW. well... the weather is crappy, i'm bored, and the steelers lost. what else is today gonna bring!? haha. iiiii'm just a little bitter. school tomorrow. BOO. dance tomorrow. BOO. (it never used to be a thing to boo about until carol decides to get rid of every good thing about the studio b/c she is a selfish, narrow minded person.) I may on the other hand get to see someone that makes me super happy! So that'll be cool. I'm such a baby b/c... i miss my girlies! It's been like two days w/out them and i already feel sad w/out their company. Do you ever wish you could just make time stand still? I really hate the feeling that time is just flying past and you have absolutely no control over it. Good times so often feel few and far between... i'm doing my best to try to make as many of them as possible* well im outtie. love to everyone* --All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time Wanna take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time Yeah - We still have time-- Current Mood: calm Current Music: "work"- Jimmy Eat World (Comment on this)
Friday, October 14th, 2005
October 14th, 2005	good night. tonight was yet another great night spent with the people in my life i love the most; lexie lou, ape, and miss. miller. They keep me sane like no one else can. i think i love that more than life itself. me, april and lex met andrea and we went to the reynolds game. they lost. boo. afterwards we drove through kfc... the dinning room was closed??!! haha. so we sat in lexie's car and as we ate our greasy ass food, and played the "who would you rather bang?" game. haha. so classic and never get's old. the three best things in life are as follows... camel lights, my best friends, and the friday night's we spend together making memories we'll never be able to share with our children* =) goodnight ppl... going to bed early... i have a wedding that i have to get up early for! =) KISSES* hehehehe. Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Dream Girl- Dave Matthews Band (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
October 12th, 2005	todaaaaay... hmm... today was a a good day. =) Mr. Davoli (the most beautiful male student teacher OF LIFE) told the class today there was no need in kissing his butt because i was already his favorite. iiiii think im in LovE. =) I do however, have to write a fucking six sentence paragraph for Miss. Williams fifty times because she heard me swear. WHO STILL GIVES WRITING ASSIGNMENTS!? I'm over her, her class, and her little whimpER! BOO! I'm going to go nap- i'm sure i'll make another entry again tonight. peeeace. p.s. boy's arent so bad anymore, i guess. hehe. Current Mood: loved Current Music: Nickleback- "Photograph" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
October 11th, 2005	i'm so not dependable when it comes to this shit. If you take a look at the dates of my entries you'll see that they're spread out immensely. Yeah, well, i'm gonna try really hard this time to not lose sight! =) Sooo anyways... it's been like a year since my last entry! haha. I have no idea where to start. Instead of sitting here doing this, i should be writing a paper for mr. davoli. A really really good one at that... considering that impressing him is what i want more than anything! hehe, he's amazing... and my crush on him quite possibly could become a problem in the future. =) I went to the europe trip meeting tonight... it was ridiciously retarded. I am pumped about that trip though, even though it is like a year and a half away. Ape and me are gonna... well, hopefully make some kick ass memories. hehe. =) That seems to be what we do best.* I'm gonna get working on that paper... the topic though, "Who are you?"... is one that kinda makes me distraught. I don't know who i am yet, and as i'm growing up i geuss i'm learning more and more, but honestly, the answer to that is simply, unknown. I guess im gonna have to explain that all in detial and pray for an a? =) oh.. p.s. i despise all males. period. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Everyday by Dave Matthews Band (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
November 21st, 2004	... I'm bAAAAck! Me, being the biggest loser in the whole world lost my password to my journal, and well I finally got my e-mail working so I got it sent to me! ;] I have some catching up to do, I believe. Alot (maybe too much) has changed since the beginning of summer vacation. Im not getting into the family issue quite yet- too much to handle. But with friends- not so close with a special one. ;[ We're drifting.. and it sucKs! Kyle hasent changed at all though, which is really good because without him I would be a little lost puppy! I'm so and utterly thankful for everything he is and does for me. I'm not gonna get on the subject of Kyle because i could go on forever! ;] Enough for today. I'm glad I'm bacK! ;] *Love you all* Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Broken- Seether (Comment on this)
Friday, June 11th, 2004
June 11th, 2004	He's so .... Three nights of nothing but Kyle, and I'm not complaining. I miss my girlies like craZy, but with them around I dont get to spend as much time with Kyle as I would like. We're taking advantage of them being on a trip. Its such a good feeling to be left with a smile when someone leaves your presence. Ahhh, hehe, and I still have it. I have NO IDEA what "we are", but I like it that way. Sooo, whatever works? Love you all.* Goodnight. Current Mood: loved Current Music: I dont wanna know- New Found Glory (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
June 9th, 2004	New Experience... Hopefully it never becomes a regular one. Woke up bright and early, took a shower, and put on some dress clothes, (a pastime in which I hate =), and this whole time I had absolutely NO idea what I was about to expose myself to. I mean... I knew going to a funeral was going to be sad, like viewing hours had been, but this was so much different. Watching Shaina and her family listen to this pastor discuss Nancy's life, while they sat there knowing it was much too short, broke everyone's heart in that building. I was just about to leave when Shaina came running to me with her arms stretched out. I've never felt for someone so much in my life as I did for her in those few minutes. I held her and we just cried. It was definitely the saddest moment of my life. This girls attitude is so amazing and so moving, its unreal. Her N/a on ICQ tonight read, "I will get through this... because of all my friends I love you all so much." Anyone who is that strong is like my role model. =] *"You'll exit this day in a very different state from the condition in which you entered it. Life is funny that way sometimes."* Okay, there is a story behind that little passage above. I'm a huge dweeb, and I read my horoscope everyday. Well that little quote was the ending to my horoscope for today. I think it fits perfect. I look at life alot closer now. You never know what could happen.* Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Time- Hootie and the Blowfish (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
June 8th, 2004	... ... ... ... ... I seriously cannot even begin to imagine what Shaina and Hayden are going through right now. I cant put words to how terrible it was seeing both of those two great people in that much pain. All I know is that I love Shaina very much and that she'll make it through all of this. That girl is so strong.* Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Monday, June 7th, 2004
June 7th, 2004	Patience It has not even been 24 hours and already I'm missing Lex, Andrea, and Roxannie like craZy! =( I hope they are having a good time without me (their best attribute.) ;] But for the rest of us back in Hadley, we're all going through a rough time. God bless the Hawthorne family. We all love you Shaina. I'm praying for you sweetheart. I'm a firm believer in the theory that there is a reason for everything, but at times I also have trouble seeing that reason behind certain scenario's. I think we all find out someday why things happen, but sometiems I'm just too impatient to wait. I trust God and the decisions he makes. I mean look at all the good things in the world that he made based on what he can do. Of course there are alot of bad things too, but why be so pessimistic? Current Mood: calm Current Music: Sorry- New Found Glory (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 5th, 2004
June 5th, 2004	Gotta Love It. Kids sittin' around teasing eachother, laughing at a national spelling bee, wrestling, and watching their parents get hammered. Yeah, it was a fun graduation party. =] And a good way to start the summer. "...But I miss Mayberry Sittin on the porch drinking ice cold Cherry Coke Where everything was black & white Pickin on a Six String People pass by and you call them by their first name Watching the clouds roll by..." -Rascal Flatts (It just fit =) Love you all. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: See Entry =) (Comment on this)
June 5th, 2004	Selfishness The past few days I've been so wrapped up in my own little problems, worrying about things that seem to mediocre to everything else going on around me. It only took about a 20 minute conversation with Lex to realize I'm so freaking selfish. There are so many people getting hurt, and so many issues that mine dont even compare to, and I'm now realizing that. I apologize to all the people I've whined to this past week. Lexie and Kyle have been nothing but loyal and honest to me, and I plan to be that for them. *I want to be the one people go running to, not the one doing the running.* Love you all. Goodnight. "Waiting through all your bad, bad days just to spend them with, someone you care about." -Dashboard ^that one's for you Alexia* Current Mood: grateful Current Music: No Doubt- Underneath It All (Comment on this)